ITS NOT ME I SWEAR.

i know what i want.
and i'm not confused.
i know exactly what i want.
but i can't have it.
thats why.

i don't wanna go around saying i don't know anymore.
so now i'll just decide what i want and stick to it.
it will cause much less heartbreaks.
much less turmoil.

its better this way and i know it.

so let me just tell the world.
i still love you.
even though its been long.
those messages i sent.
they all mean somethings.

that i still love you.